THE MIND FUCK (Masterpost)

[amoama]

Title: The Mind Fuck
Author: amoama
Artist: lusaly
Fandom/Genre: Supernatural
Pairing(s): Dean/Castiel (Brief Dean/Balthazar)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 21,000
Warnings: Sexual situations, brief dub-con, explicit torture, dreamt threesome with girl!Cas, flagrant misuse of one wedding dress and strong language.
Summary: "Since I've been loving you, I'm about to lose my worried mind." Castiel is determined to bring peace and freewill to Heaven but the Winchesters are no longer involved and Cas is taken prisoner by Raphael. In Cas's absence Dean begins to dream of him, his frustration and longing seeping into his dreams. As Cas’s torture becomes worse so do Dean’s dreams until finally Dean realises he must brave Heaven and all the angels to find Cas.
Disclaimer: Nothing owned by me.
Author's Notes: Thank you to spaghettitoes for all her help, but especially for the final part which she really saved. You rock m'dear. Also to lusaly for her awesome artwork, do check it out!

In the light of recent eps this fic really feels like an elegy to a Cas and a Dean who, if not already lost, are in great danger. I hope you will find some old, beloved friends here walking a different, if no less difficult road.

Quotes come from three Led Zeppelin songs, Ramble On, Since I’ve Been Loving You, and Babe, I’m Gonna Leave You. Additional quotes in the play scene come from Oscar Wilde’s The Picture of Dorian Gray. I’ve also quoted Mahmoud Darwish’s incredible opening to his prose poems, Memory for Forgetfulness at the beginning and throughout.

PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR | PART FIVE

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Comments

[olympia-m.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to be such a pain but could you upload the pdf in an alternate filesharing site, like mediafire or megaupload? Whenever I try to use filesonic it tells me that there is an error and I can't download it for free because I have another download at the same time, evben though I'm not downloading anything anywhere and I don't want to buy a subscription to a site I rarely use.

thank you!

[amoama.livejournal.com]

Here you go. *points up* Filesonic can be annoying so hopefully the megaupload one will be fine.

Enjoy. <3

[olympia-m.livejournal.com]

Oh, thank you ever so much!!! The megaupload link worked :) I'll probably save the fic for the weekend - if not too swamped with work, and will leave a comment once I get to read it! thank you!

Edition 2,015

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[lusaly.livejournal.com]

Heyyyyyyyy sorry for late come here!
I haven't time lately for got new job, but I got new project job at last so I have time come to lj :)
I love so much your story and happy I just made art for your fic :D Your story has much mystery and excitement. It was that I was able to enjoy artwork.
I was very happy with your fic. Thank you so much!
sara xx

[amoama.livejournal.com]

<333333
All the hearts for you honey! Thanks for reading so carefully and being so lovely and doing such great art.
It's been fun! <333333

[spaghettitoes.livejournal.com]

*ninjas in*
I am just here, being future-Simony in your fic and being awesomely proud of you.
*BMXs out*

[amoama.livejournal.com]

*LUSTS*

2011 Master List - Bigbang

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